Wednesday, December 2, 2009

STUPID IN LOVE

This is why I have a love/hate relationship with music. Music can alter your mood so drastically. Put on the right song on a bad day and ur frown is instantly turned upside down. Unfortunately it works the opposite way as well. (insert dramatic sigh here) On Rihanna's Rated R album there's a song called Stupid In Love. I instantly loved the song. But the song brings out feelings in me that I thought were buried a long time ago. As Rihanna found out, the hard way, sometimes regardless of how much you love a person, you've just got to let them go. Like she said in her interview...."f" love. Sometimes the love u have for a person can be so powerful it's dangerous. It makes u "stupid in love". Like she says, "I still love you but I just can't do this." The song takes me back to a time where I was stupid in love. Even though I got out of it, I still feel stupid at times because I can't make the love go away. Was I such a horrible person in a past life that I'm cursed to love someone I shouldn't be with...for the rest of my life? That's the way it feels. Grrrr I hate these depressing ass blogs. And I hate feeling this way. The "dunce cap is off", but I'm still Stupid In Love....

1 comment:

  1. i feel the same way about music. music is my 2nd love in life and i can't go a day without it....now as far as feeling stupid, i can't tell you u should and shouldn't feel because its not my place. i can say however, that we are put in positions in life that we have to learn from and judging from your actions, you have. there is nothing wrong with remembering what we went through; whats important is that we keep them as that.....just a memory. damn that was deep lol

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